...I don't know what to do.

There isn't anything I can do.

Girl-me said the adults have a search party. She told me to be careful, if there's a murderer running around.

...

I nearly said there are a lot of murderers. Not to be insulting, just because there are anyway even if you only count the Bs ( Read more... )

*The room is one of the conveniently empty ones, containing only a few chairs and a coffee table. Teru glances round to make sure there's no one else here, then leads Matt inside*

That - was him. That was him thatwashimthatwashim...

calm down

*breathes heavily* It was - I didn't think about Kira being a child. I didn't think about Kira being... somebody, a person...

...but he's not Kira yet, is he? I don't think - someone our age couldn't do something like that, not kill people, even Oka-kun apologised when he thought he ( Read more... )

*has obviously been crying. There's also blue ink all over his right hand, and he's holding a small piece of white card covered in blue scribbles*

Matt-san? Can I...?

...

...I know about Kira.

...why can't I stop thinking about it? He's insane, B is insane, inhuman, monstrous, it means nothing...

Elder Teru would never harm the innocent, I know, he is good, he is righteous, he stepped in to protect me when no one ever had before, he understands me, he knows me, protects me, loves me...

...he is me...

why does everyone keep mentioning ( Read more... )

Every time I think I understand, everything changes...

The Takada woman is alive again, and that's impossible, I know that, but all of this is impossible, and she said that she would be good. And... Elder Teru said that almost certainly she was beyond saving, but only almost certainly. And if she is good now, I should be glad. I want everyone to ( Read more... )